scary drive xmas edition.

Hey everyone, i'm sure you are aware the past two weeks in l.a./ Ca. have been WET.  L.a. got 3/4's of its yearly rain in one week. all the So. Cal. ski resorts are fully open * typically doesnt happen til mid january, and whats more it's x-mas weekend. One of the pups and I had to go up to Nor-Cal to visit with family, while the other pup stayed home and visited with his mom.
Lemme start the next part by just giving a very simple warning to ANYONE who finds themselves driving in the rain, SLOW THE FUCK DOWN, YOU FUCKING IDIOTS.  Now thats said lemme explain: The trip up north was ok, foggy as hell but still decently safe. The return trip on the other hand, was quite literally taking your life in your hands. Between Sacramento and Fresno we saw close to 15 flipped cars. None of them looked like another car was involved, talked to a cop while getting gas and for the most part all these accidents where from people speeding like madmen wish death wishes * some of them got there wish too* i am not kidding we had one guy flipped his car right next to us, serves him right. He came up on us at 90 i swear, started hitting his high beams, got impatient went to fly around us and lost traction and ended up upside down in a ditch. i'm heard of insta-karma before, but that takes the cake. i assume the driver was ok, many people stopped.

It was all i could do just sitting there coaching the pup through it, with out freaking out myself. insanity i tell you, out and out insanity on the roads. Combine that with the condition of the roads, the fact that 90% of the drivers out there can not drive properly * no i mean it, most the people who drive CAN'T even merge into the other lane with out causing an accident let alone drive in a down pour that challenges even my driving. 


But all that aside we made it there and back again, and it's not a fricking hobit's tale this time. lol

So this was also the first holiday spent with the pups family * i now know we wont be doing it again for a lil bit* 
it wasnt all that bad, but being someone who doesnt like religion, i may not call myself an atheist, but there is no way i attribute ANYTHING that happens in my life or otherwise to *imo* a fictional deity that lives in the sky. So why do people feel the need to wrap themselves in layer upon layer of this psychosis known as religion. And why does ANYONE for that matter feel the need to shove it down everyone eles's throats that dont have the same belief ?  i'm not mad per say  just more disgusted that people can not accept that what happens to them is not a god or a devil but their own good or bad decisions. i find it completely pathetic that otherwise intelligent people put such misdirected faith in something they them selves dont even seek out the truth in. They believe what they are told by other feeble minded fuck just as pathetic if not more then they are.


Oh and lets just quickly touch on the blocking kids from the world.  I almost said something to the family freinds that were over * hard core bible thumpers too btw. They had to lil girls about 8 and 10 and a movie trailer came on for TRON: legacy, and the dad quickly told the girls to turn there heads and plug their ears.. luckily i was too busy solving puppies brain bender toys to really care at the moment, but when we were on the way home we talked about it. And here is what i have come too. You actually cause the child more harm by shielding them, pretending it doesnt exsist, or otherwise completely making them oblivious to the world.  And i wonder why some of these kids and adults are for the lack of me caring of a nicer way to say this " fucking idiots "   you can not expect your child to acomplish anything if you hide the truth from them. Teach them, explain things, show them the difference between right and wrong, dont expect they will just get it. Most people DONT get it and may never get it.  A good example of sheltering and fucking your child's future. 
I was recently talking with a freind about many things and the topic of LSD came up. Right away I was informed that this topic was mute becuase LSD didnt exsist anymore. No i am not kidding, he was told from an early age the drugs like LSD, shrooms, and other stuff no longer exsisted on the planet. I almost lost it, the things i have found out from him about what he was taught growing up infuriated me. How people can be so retarded and or naive is beyond me.


Derrick

much adu' about nothing...

Hey everyone sorry for the LONG ass delay.. there was a lot too happen lately and well I forgot.. lol  sue me!
well do you wanna know whats been going on, or not.?
ok, then here you go:

So Recently I acquired a new boy/ pup his name is Skyelr Bleu and he has come to live with me and my other pup Sean Micheal. But, I know what some of you may think wait how can three people live in such a small studio? Answer: THEY CAN'T!

After careful searching we thought we had a place all lined up, just to have it fall through literally at the last minute. Luckily my new pup is very very good at keeping plan B's, C's, and even D's lol..  he had several properties on list ready for move-in at less of a cost.  He's such a good boy! 

The pups also learned how to replace a full rear end on Sean's Honda Prelude, unfortunately because of the amount of grease and lack of photographer we didn't get any photos.  But it was an ordeal!

Well other then that there's not much left to discuss I am working on projects, meeting with people and having a good time. Hopefully we can make a bit of money along the way. lol

oh here's the view from my door…

*rub's Skyelr's head

'til next time,
 Derrick Paul

"been away for too long, too long, too longgg!..."

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hollywood's smoke and mirrors...

O.K.
  So this is getting too me. I find it competely insane that it's ass back wards on getting into porn vs. mainstream work..  you would ASSUME that you have to sleep with some shady/ sleezy director to get into porn.. and you would again ASSUME the to get into mainstream you get an agent/ manager, go to auditions, and climb the ranks. Well from what I have been seeing lately its completly the oppisite. I been now filming in porn now for about 2 1/2 yrs, it's been bumpy at times and hell still is lol, but i dont have to suck some fucks cock to get the gig  * they've seen me do that, and more.

Mean while here I am trying to do a lil crossover over work, and what do I run into? 
WOW ........some sleezball
*obviously drugged to the gills, if the phone call 5 minutes ago is any clue, its 3:30 am at the moment... 
 Yes thats right, i just got a call from some agent/ manager that I WAS talking too about modeling and acting, calling to get me to come over to his place and fool around, and didnt think that the time was an issue.. REALLY? are you that cocked up you didnt realized the time..?

Maybe it's just me, maybe I'm the one who is crazy here, and just maybe just maybe I am bitching about a system that has been in place for a long time and isnt gonna change anytime soon......
But GOD FUCKING DAMN IT, why do I have to deal with meth heads????? 
Why can't I just find someone in mainstream that isnt a fucking douche' bag, I'm not trying to fool myself into think I'm gonna be some big actor or anything like that. I just want to work on some smaller works until I get better at acting and modeling. It's not like I'm some prude either, I just wont do coke or meth. Leave me to the psycho-active's, and the weed. Thats all i need.
But really people lets try and keep off the nasty stuff and if you MUST do it...... dont call me!!  espeacially at 3:30 in the fucking morning you fucking coke head!!! 

oh yeah heres yur clue..
   Elton    Til**r  
call me a cunt idc, but this shit needs to stop

S.F. oh what a trip you can be..

So this past weekend was my puppy bros. birthday, and for his birthday i got him a cute lil Scooby Doo dog tag and my cock... lol  yes you heard that right. The main thing he wanted was for me to fuck the shit out of him again.  *not like i'm complaining AT ALL!!!
But not only that but I met my pup's parents, patched up some with the fam., had a five way shoot, got FUCKED UP lol at a bath house and just generally ran amok the whole weekend....
So it all started with me planning to leave by Thursday night at like 10. Well the film I was at didnt cut us loose until 1:30 in the morning, so meaning we didnt get on the road til like 6 am friday morning. After having a small blow out with traveling companions, grrr....!  we were underway. Now lemme speak about what we were taking there, a 1984 rv/ van conversation that LOOKS broke down as fuck, sounds broke down as fuck, drives somewhat well, ACTUALLY it ran quite well, it needs a few minor things but all in all that van was pretty fucking good.   ok so back to the trip
After getting to Sac, wait.. Sacramento.. why the fuck are we in Sac..?
Oh lol yeah forgot to mention the reason we took the GAS GUZZLING, ATTENTION GRABBING MONSTER is Dustin just HAD to take a few boxes up north to his parents place, and offered to split the gas cost with meant got everyone that went along to make the cost even lower by chipping in as well after that since we had to go through Sac to get to SF we stopped to say hi to my family i havent been too talkative with for a lil while, and to see my pups parents for dinner. now mind you pup's parents know nothing of his bdsm activities and would most def. be upset over other aspects too.. oh and they arent to keen on the fact he's gay AND the only friend they have ever met since he came out was his ex that made a bad impression. LOVELY, huh!       and the results are..
i seem to have made a MUCH better impression then the last, they seemed quite happy with me, and umm his mom is crazy for the record, just believe me on this and dont ask questions..
that all handled we finally took off and made it to sf, and after meeting up with friends, hitting the bar, and getting food we crashed at my pup bros. house and snuggled with him and his boy.
Next morning thou was nice, woke up to the both of them molestering me, hehehe and then us end playing flip flop train for about an hour or so before we all came.. * timing is everything in that position lol
so for the better part of the day we just ran around SF, Mr. S, and played around the Castro wearing full leather, a latex hood and my friends bishops head harness. ** i did turn a few heads, i loved it
then was time for Steam Works!!
So a few simple rules when it comes to S.F. gay bath-houses!
1. Dont trip before going to the bath house
2. When going for the first time, always keep with your group.
3. and Never I repeat NEVER attempt to grab anything floating in the hot tub you never know what it could be.    * in this case a couple fucking turds.. no,  i mean it someone fucking shat in the hot tub. and it took the staff like 30-45 minutes before any one came out to A'hem CoLlEcT said samples.
so the hot tub was OFF LIMITS for the rest of the night to us..
that was probably the worse thing to happen for the night, i got my play on so did the rest of the boys. we rented an extreme room with a sling and made good use of it all, while putting on quite the lil show for the old crusties.. heh
We ended up getting back to my friends place at like 7 am the next morning and had to now last minute jet BACK to Sac..  what for do you ask.. well about 2 hours before we went to Steam Works Dustin finalizes a 5 way shoot the next day in SAC.. i mean REALLY, your gonna fuck the one reason why I came up here, for a few hundred bucks..?  NO!  we still went to steam works, still got trashy, and still made the shoot the next after noon. it took as a lil work but we all performed all got paid and all made it back home.

Now i have to get on the ball and make some cash before Folsom.
later!
Derrick

frontiers porn review

So i'm gonna make this a quick one, but might as well give the story on how i found it.
So I was out at the eagle with a Boy i like, well we had a few drinks *both of us in full latex btw and decided to look at one of the frontiers mags, and when about half way through it we see the classifeids and the porn reveiws... as soon as i turned the page he spots it not me and points to my picture there in the mag. Luckily i was wearing latex cuz i kinda jumped when he said "omg, is that you?" 
So i'm very happy that on my second  dvd now i'm the cover boy * does, a lil jig..lol

Well it really does make me happy that some of my previous work is starting to come out. On top of this my last dvd " up yours" pt. 1  won best fetish film at the 2010 Grabbies, and as far as i can see the only real difference in all the nominees was puppy play/ boot licking/ and me in full latex!!!

So I'm gonna work at this more and try and get more and more shoots under my belt. But for now, i'm outta here !!

17yr anniv., the eclipse, and my newly extended family

All right boys and gals lets start with my last update and the play date's.. there has been more, but I have purposefully not took any pics or film... sorry but some parts of my daily life most people are not privy to. But not to fear you still get to see alot of the stuff I do that Most people on this planet don't get too.. so with that lets talk about the 17yr. Anni.... Anni. to what you ask?  and to that I will answer you in the most vague hippy-ish way I can think of.  Although this was only my second yr. of this, it's just good friends camping out in the wilderness * most typically in the middle of the dessert* with good music and REALLY FUCKING BIG SPEAKERS   LOL
For those of you who have no idea what i am talking about, imagine the electric daisy carnival but 3 days long NONSTOP music, cost is almost nothing, and we dont have to deal with retards, douche bags, or cops. We are called the Moon Tribe! The MT Dj's play some of the best music i have heard in my entire life, music that even after listening to the same song 20x's you still hear new stuff every time. these people are a very tight nit family that really watch out for each other. These are very special invite only GATHERINGS, and i feel very honored to be asked to attend their gatherings..

Now there isn't alot more i can say about them for now i'll just leave that to my videos! UH-OH thats right boys and gals i said it!!  we now will start uploading videos..   HOT DOG!!!



Ok so this MoonTribe was the 17yr. anniv. of MT being around, and this was DEF. the largest in rcent history, we had near 1500 people from all over attend. I finally met the council members, and offically was accepted into MoonTribe!..  yays for me..
And during this FMG=full moon gathering/ moontribe  *SHH! i was told not to be soooo over the top with addressing MT by name, so i need to try and reffer to it as the FMG* but during this one we also had a full Eclipse. Lemme tell you the energies and the vibe DURING the full moon full eclipse was intense. a friend did some energy play with me... WOW..

So now to the video's and pics.. enjoy everyone, and stay tuned for more.. Summer's here BABY!! and we are in full swing.

new puppy play date w/ pics...

Hey everyone I know it's been a little while since my last post, but fear not I have not forgotten all of you. I have been out and about hook'en and jab'en out there having shoots and spending a fair amount of time with my new puppy.  BTW that reminds me he's now living with me.. yup thats right I now have a live in puppy. I know right, odd . lol

Well on to the rest of the news, so three weeks ago I went to an undisclosed southern californian location for the Eartherly Alternative party. Believe  me when I say you missed one hell of a party.. these people are really great! I have been spending a lil bit of time getting to know them all on a more personal level. I am also glad to say my poi spinning skills are improving quite well if I must say so my self, got several advanced level moves down pat now like : behind the back weave, threading the needle, left and right handed tosses, and getting REALLY good at bumps off my body while on fire.

My truck also got towed last week... well that's what you get for trusting a shady looking security guard at the local asian market. Funny thing was though I ALMOST got away with out paying, the dude was in such a hurry, and I was thinking about a mind control expert I saw on tv. He flashed real money ten kept the guy distracted asking him a direction question while he was trying to count, and the guy forgot to take his money. So I tried the same thing and it worked.. UNTIL I was walking away to my truck when the guy felt his pockets ** like a good 10 minutes later** and noticed he was short money and said " hey I think you forgot to pay me man. "  I didnt wanna admit to it but i did. But good trick to try later right.?

Ok, so I stated in the title the was a puppy play date..  well more to the point it was a puppy training date.  I had my pup helping me train a few friends that were interesting in puppy play. And boy was I surprised.. these boys took to it like ducks to water. I mean WOW they really let their inner pup's out. I'm being allowed to show you all pics, but I have to hide a few things, sorry!  But, coming soon I'm gonna be having links to clips of my little escapades for sale online via my blog, so you may wanna keep an eye out for when that all starts to happen here pretty soon.

But for now on with the pics.

       puppy "B" playing fetch w/ hotwheels

       puppy hotwheels playing tug-o-war w/ a new pup

 

both pups being marked by yours truly! 

so came back from the kitchen w/ cookies for the pups and this is what I came back too.. Naughty naughty pups 

naughty pups get nose twaps..

still playing w/ that damned toy.. you better not rip it pups!

Well stay tuned everyone we have more to come!  Derrick Paul

good things on the horizon!!

So might as well just say it, I'm gonna abandon the blogging twice a week idea, lol.  But all is not lost, I am getting the ball rolling on my starting my own studio! Thats right boys and gurls! get ready we are gonna start having content flow thru my blog here now soon..

I'm not sure how much i can get away with just yet, but if worst comes to worst i'll host the files some where else and host the links on my actual blog * basically embedding the content but not actually hosting it with blogspot.

That all being said I have an agent finally, He's working on getting me work, and headshots as we speak, nice guy too very laid back. I'll ask if I can put up his name on the blog or if thats a no-no.. lol

Also I'm gonna start getting more involved with my party family, I think I wanna start trying to organize these events, and possibily make some cash on the side. ** we'll see, thats a big undertaking in my eyes**
 but other than that it's thursday night and I'm going to Tigerheat with a freind, so see yah all there!! and if not i'll post pics, PEACE!

NEW PICS..and a broken window... GRR!

gonna be short and sweet today..
just got back a few of the shots from last week with rubbernecro, bella black, rubber elle, and david. they look great.. some are simply amazing..

But like how it always happens with me, good news brings bad news..  so todays bad news is some one broke into the truck and stole my camel back... *i guess they were needing a personal watering system..? either way i get to scramble to find a replacement window..then i'm off to the hills for the weekend.

so for your viewing pleasure, here are some of those shots..

HAPPY 420 ALL!

lol, ok i sux yes i know i havent blogged in a few weeks, and yeah it was just because i was being lazy, with everything.. but i'm turning it around, getting some projects started and hopefully get some more work. so on to the actual update!

Well lets see, hehe.. no really thats about it nothing to exciting been pretty quiet, other then a few projects that i dont wanna say anything about, that and i've arranged my IML/ Grabby's arrangements.. umm other then that the next two months are dedicated to trimming back up and developing my chest more..

i'm gonna keep it short today people, it's 420, nothing much has happened and i cant think of anything to babble about,  SEE YAH!

Derrick Paul

lol, ok so i'm that bad!

lol, ok ok i'm horrible. I got side tracked this week, had to visit with the family SEVERAL times. it seems that with my sisters recent marital issues, that my niece is being ignored a bit.. * time for an uncle, to be an uncle*

so with all that said. sorry i have not been updating like i wanted to do.. i'll keep trying to meet that goal..
but other then that things are going good. I've met a few great people so far.. but the club and night life thing i'm not as much a fan of.. But i'll still keep going.  the worse thing that has happened so far is i tore my bone suit on the left knee the other day when i snagged on some old ladies push cart the other night as she pushed through the crowd at the eagle the other night.. ** time to fix it before the grabby's...

Good news is this week is L.A. leather week.. on wed. i'm going skating in fetish for " hell on wheels" in glendale, and theres alot more happening all week. and then towards the end of it all anvil is having its private extreme dress code nights..**cant wait**

well i need to go for a run and pay bills ttyl, Derrick Paul  

is it time yet..? ? ?

UGH! this morning i'm spending waiting on the cable guy *or gal, i just hope TWC doesnt screw this up like i have heard they screw alot of people's install dates up.. but regardless onto my update!

So today is Friday, March 12th 2010.. wow, no i mean it WOW! time is just kicking along isnt it?! Ok, so yesterday had a shoot with Tom Moore and a Fabulous couple, Haley Cummings and Shawn D. for a cuckolding shoot * look it up*  they were both screaming too. The fun thing for me, is finding out who all are prior service Marines.  Turns out Tom, and Shawn both are Marines as well. And i am pretty sure i got to take Shawn's gay/bi Vcard for porn too according to Haley, he.. HE.. he.. I just LOVE meeting all my fellow brethren out there, doubley so when theres sex and video tape involved LOL

ok, ok i knew l.a. parking enforcement were nazi's but HOLLY flying sheep shit batman.. two times by the same officer on back to back days.. one for being parked on the thursday side of the street on that sides cleaning day.. * you got me, i was way tired and talking with the ex and didnt think clearly when i moved it to that street..
but the next day, the car hasnt moved, and you cant see my front plate *or lack there of. He writes me a ticket for not displaying my front plate. now call me silly, but why was he checking my car that WAS NOW properly parked, and in order for him to see the plate he would have had to known ALREADY that it wasnt there.. so i think i have a dick head on my hands now. yes i will get the plate handled so i dont need to worry about it again.. but i want to meet this guy, and politely ask him WTF, CHUCK..lol

oh and one more thing, i hate allergies...
later everyone it's the weekend, and i wanna get silly!!
Derrick Paul

First weekend of March

well i've been busy and now i am so sore right now. my shoot with dragon lily for divinebitches was grueling, they had a table stocks made just for me..  that mens the took a table that open s upin the middle and added necks and hand holes too lock me down into a half kneeling position, but hands held at my shoulder line.  it was tough!  after the table stuff i was placed into a dragon fly tie for the remainder of the shoot. heres the pic

ok so this is one of my favorite ties to be put in, and i think with my tattoo it looks so hot.

So was talking with a good friend a lil bit ago, and he questioned about a scar i have, well after explaining and everything i'm starting to reconsider getting another mountain bike. the reason is this, ALL of my worst injuries have come from a bicycle of some sort and i'm not to keen on the idea of it right now lol...

well i know it's short but at least it's a start on my attempt at more blogs.

see you all later, Derrick  *kiss

March 1st. L.A. time!

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Mardi Gras 2010 SD

Ok, so this was fun, fucked, interesting, arousing, and just a F-ing blast!
First off an old friend from my FL. days is in town Chase Johnsey a ballet dancer for Trocks a russian drag ballet troupe. so I took him and another dancer to the Hillcrest Mardi Gras block party with me. *side note i parked at the whole foods, and they close their gates when they close, but i did not know that at the time, plus they tow.
So we go to the party...
i run into a fellow pup friend and he was complaining the he had nothing costume-y to wear, i offer him a wrestling singlet *and i was feeling like i needed somethign more too, so we ran back to my place and i let him borrow the singlet, and i quickly threw on my crotchless suit on under my pants. * big hit lemme tell you, i love wearing rubber to parties people LOVE it... i get petted soooo much.


so we get back, i start tossing drinks back..me and chase talk for awhile, he gets drunk and leaves with the rest of his dance troupe ** i guess he was really wasted, lol.


I on the other hand was just getting started, I was up on one of the boxes in the dance tent 3-4 times.. i forget i was a bit drunk, lol. I took so many pics with people and several of the drag performers. some daddy started hitting on me and was buying me drinks for a bit. then at around 11 the party stopped and I went to go to my car.. thats when i found out the gate was locked!!  yeah fun thought, fuck i'm drunk and my car may be towed.. lol either way i cant drive home lol!!. so i hopped the like 12 foot tall electric gate, run up the hill to find........ WHEW!! she's there in the middle of the parking lot all alone and cover'd in dew like a sleeping baby waiting for me. SWEET, lets roll to Rich's since i cant do anything else, right?!


Rich's was PACKED but FREE, and free's always good. and guess who i see again, drink daddy **yay**  so yeah i am very good at this point. and here's the odd thing, I run into ANOTHER  acquaintance from Florida, Jon.. *i have MAJOR issues with this kid lemme tell you, wow bad news. The first time i met him in FL. i have two redbull vodka's next thing i know i'm waking up at his house, and i know the feeling of silicone lube on my ass!! then a year later one of his friends tells me john likes to slip people roofies.... * i almost ended up in jail that day...
funny thing is he made himself scarce REALLY fast we he saw me.. someone standing next to me even said " wow, that guy really changed fast when you came out." me- " yeah, you'd think he was scared of me for some reason huh?" LOL gotta love how small the world becomes sometimes.
 then my friend who i let borrow the singlet asks if i wanna hit an aftter party at some dudes house. and like a lemming i agree.
ok, lemme stop for a sec here and make a note... i REALLY  REALLY hate tweakerz ok..and i REALLY hate RICH, arrogant, tweakerz.. that think that since they have money that i'm gonna faun over them.. **rolls eyes**  so I make the best of a quickly declining good time...finally we leave, and i'm dropped off at whole foods again where i again hop the ridicilously tall gate and stay the remaining 3 hours in my car, listening to cd's and the radio with the heater on, a couple snacks and some dooby snacks to past the time 'til 7:30 when both me and my lil red sled were finally released from our rooftop jail. and while up there it kinda made me feel like even the though the world is so small, theres so much more i need to see and do.


so yeah all in all it was a good but awkward night!


DP

american rubber pup title forum response

After the conclusion of the American Rubber Pup contest there has been a slight amount of dog fighting happening on a certain pup forum, now it would be VERY bad for me to go onto the forum with this but this is in response to some rather mean and obviously unloved dogs out there.
here is my response:
i am personally offended by some words.. and as a pup community representative, i feel something needs to be said about it. first off , if YOU do not like contests or competitions then YOU dont need to enter, stop spoiling it for others that may or may not be on the fence about it.  
i want to know why you are so opposed to something that you have no involvement with, just like how homophobic people freak out knowing what we do behind closed doors. if it does not directly involve you then why do you care..? 


also the pup WORLD is SMALL WE ALL complain that there are so few pups out there, and any way that we can get people to be interested in pup play then i'm all for. But no instead we have you, barking so intently it's not funny, why? so they will end it..? sorry ace thats not gonna happen. acknowledge it, accept it and move on. or maybe help in the creation or alteration of criteria and so on. Look at it from a bystanders position your making alot of noise, and no one that was involved is really even paying attention.. or responding. i did because you made a few PERSONAL attacks, and i feel that i do need to rectify that. also you made a comment on the judging, if you want to see what they were judging on MAYBE you should read the entry form, it's all in there.. maybe you could also ask NICELY what went on and people MIGHT be more willing to discuss it with you.. because quite honestly your last post on this back to millthrwofpup was done right bitchy at best..
the reason i am posting to my blog VS. posting on the forum is the last thing i want is a fight on the boards.. and the BIGGEST thing i am offended at PUP, is you OUTRIGHT claimed who can suck off the judges the best? dude you are WRONG and BEING a disease yourself with your words poisoning other peoples thoughts on this.. which is also why i DID NOT post this into the forums.. i dont want to shade people decisions based on our bickering. i almost did not run just because of this very reason, i saw it coming way off. But then i thought about it, and you know what i really dont give a fuck what you think, say or do.  


but in closing there was NO NEED for such a long post BASHING the contest, it's creators, contestants, or the judges.

skiing..and a new pup

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since last i blogged

ok so there has been a lil bit of commotion the last few weeks/ month or so since i last did this.
so lets start with our lease was up on our last place and we had to move.. now that in itself is nothing special..  but things and people involved are.
i'll try to keep names to a bare minimum but here it goes.
So after my last shoot i drove back from S.F. to S.D. in about 7 hours. now i called our house guest's and told them i was on my way back from S.D. and to please have the house picked up a lil bit... i walked in the door after a 7 hour and guess what...? i have 4 people CRASHED the hell out on the couch, t.v. on and blaring, and the house a FRIGGING pig stye!!!
i tried to be calm, had to call my bf/ roommate and tell him about what i had found.
the next day all i wanted was them to clean, that never happened. everyone started to get loud, and next thing i know i have one of our house guest's threatening to call the cops on me in my own home for telling him to clean his fucking mess... after that i was done and wanted them ALL out..

now that is just issue #1, lol   we still have several other issues in this blog!!
#2 was that someone i thought was a friend, and someone i could trust... turns out to not only be a thief but prolly the most cold hearted thief i have met yet., SHE stole a good 1,000 bux in **STUFF** and upon looking closer i find out that she did this 4 separate times.. each time she did this she took a good amount of STUFF. and after she was confronted on it she still lies.. i may have been a lil more cool if she would have just come out with it after being caught.. but not now..

#3 one of our friends that we had planned on having move in with us dissappeared two days after moving in to this place, and we havent heard anything at ALL from him. fun huh..

#4 is the really fun one.  So this new place we moved into was at first gonna be cool, after we moved in about two weeks later we get a notice on the door stating the this property had been foreclosed on, and that the bank needs all occupants to leave in the next 90 days. luckily CA. has tenant right's laws.. and this falls under the 702 (a) stuff.. and since WE knew nothing of it, the bank has to honour our current lease agreement, but we dont have to pay rent to the property manager that moved us in. i mean we have a lawyer on our side and all but this is kinda scary... what i think is that these people knew this place was in forclosure and they are running a scam  ** it has been happening ALOT in So. Cal.**

and on top of it all me and D are stilling having a few issues... i jut hope i/we/ he can work them out..in time before it rips us apart..
*sigh*

but on a high note...
New Years Eve was off the hook.. from the 31st til the 4th i wasnt home spent the whole time between the dessert, l.a., temecula, S.D. and a land party in the back of Escodido...
also i'm making a few more friends in the porn industry, i'm still filming with kink, my pup brother is all eager to see me again, i got a friends friend to admit he's bi to his family and other friends, and i'm getting better at mixxing trance and techno..
i had an idea for some music and ran it past a DJ friend and he LOVED it.
so on one side things are a mess but on the other stuff's working out  bit