Mardi Gras 2010 SD

Ok, so this was fun, fucked, interesting, arousing, and just a F-ing blast!
First off an old friend from my FL. days is in town Chase Johnsey a ballet dancer for Trocks a russian drag ballet troupe. so I took him and another dancer to the Hillcrest Mardi Gras block party with me. *side note i parked at the whole foods, and they close their gates when they close, but i did not know that at the time, plus they tow.
So we go to the party...
i run into a fellow pup friend and he was complaining the he had nothing costume-y to wear, i offer him a wrestling singlet *and i was feeling like i needed somethign more too, so we ran back to my place and i let him borrow the singlet, and i quickly threw on my crotchless suit on under my pants. * big hit lemme tell you, i love wearing rubber to parties people LOVE it... i get petted soooo much.


so we get back, i start tossing drinks back..me and chase talk for awhile, he gets drunk and leaves with the rest of his dance troupe ** i guess he was really wasted, lol.


I on the other hand was just getting started, I was up on one of the boxes in the dance tent 3-4 times.. i forget i was a bit drunk, lol. I took so many pics with people and several of the drag performers. some daddy started hitting on me and was buying me drinks for a bit. then at around 11 the party stopped and I went to go to my car.. thats when i found out the gate was locked!!  yeah fun thought, fuck i'm drunk and my car may be towed.. lol either way i cant drive home lol!!. so i hopped the like 12 foot tall electric gate, run up the hill to find........ WHEW!! she's there in the middle of the parking lot all alone and cover'd in dew like a sleeping baby waiting for me. SWEET, lets roll to Rich's since i cant do anything else, right?!


Rich's was PACKED but FREE, and free's always good. and guess who i see again, drink daddy **yay**  so yeah i am very good at this point. and here's the odd thing, I run into ANOTHER  acquaintance from Florida, Jon.. *i have MAJOR issues with this kid lemme tell you, wow bad news. The first time i met him in FL. i have two redbull vodka's next thing i know i'm waking up at his house, and i know the feeling of silicone lube on my ass!! then a year later one of his friends tells me john likes to slip people roofies.... * i almost ended up in jail that day...
funny thing is he made himself scarce REALLY fast we he saw me.. someone standing next to me even said " wow, that guy really changed fast when you came out." me- " yeah, you'd think he was scared of me for some reason huh?" LOL gotta love how small the world becomes sometimes.
 then my friend who i let borrow the singlet asks if i wanna hit an aftter party at some dudes house. and like a lemming i agree.
ok, lemme stop for a sec here and make a note... i REALLY  REALLY hate tweakerz ok..and i REALLY hate RICH, arrogant, tweakerz.. that think that since they have money that i'm gonna faun over them.. **rolls eyes**  so I make the best of a quickly declining good time...finally we leave, and i'm dropped off at whole foods again where i again hop the ridicilously tall gate and stay the remaining 3 hours in my car, listening to cd's and the radio with the heater on, a couple snacks and some dooby snacks to past the time 'til 7:30 when both me and my lil red sled were finally released from our rooftop jail. and while up there it kinda made me feel like even the though the world is so small, theres so much more i need to see and do.


so yeah all in all it was a good but awkward night!


DP

american rubber pup title forum response

After the conclusion of the American Rubber Pup contest there has been a slight amount of dog fighting happening on a certain pup forum, now it would be VERY bad for me to go onto the forum with this but this is in response to some rather mean and obviously unloved dogs out there.
here is my response:
i am personally offended by some words.. and as a pup community representative, i feel something needs to be said about it. first off , if YOU do not like contests or competitions then YOU dont need to enter, stop spoiling it for others that may or may not be on the fence about it.  
i want to know why you are so opposed to something that you have no involvement with, just like how homophobic people freak out knowing what we do behind closed doors. if it does not directly involve you then why do you care..? 


also the pup WORLD is SMALL WE ALL complain that there are so few pups out there, and any way that we can get people to be interested in pup play then i'm all for. But no instead we have you, barking so intently it's not funny, why? so they will end it..? sorry ace thats not gonna happen. acknowledge it, accept it and move on. or maybe help in the creation or alteration of criteria and so on. Look at it from a bystanders position your making alot of noise, and no one that was involved is really even paying attention.. or responding. i did because you made a few PERSONAL attacks, and i feel that i do need to rectify that. also you made a comment on the judging, if you want to see what they were judging on MAYBE you should read the entry form, it's all in there.. maybe you could also ask NICELY what went on and people MIGHT be more willing to discuss it with you.. because quite honestly your last post on this back to millthrwofpup was done right bitchy at best..
the reason i am posting to my blog VS. posting on the forum is the last thing i want is a fight on the boards.. and the BIGGEST thing i am offended at PUP, is you OUTRIGHT claimed who can suck off the judges the best? dude you are WRONG and BEING a disease yourself with your words poisoning other peoples thoughts on this.. which is also why i DID NOT post this into the forums.. i dont want to shade people decisions based on our bickering. i almost did not run just because of this very reason, i saw it coming way off. But then i thought about it, and you know what i really dont give a fuck what you think, say or do.  


but in closing there was NO NEED for such a long post BASHING the contest, it's creators, contestants, or the judges.

skiing..and a new pup

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since last i blogged

ok so there has been a lil bit of commotion the last few weeks/ month or so since i last did this.
so lets start with our lease was up on our last place and we had to move.. now that in itself is nothing special..  but things and people involved are.
i'll try to keep names to a bare minimum but here it goes.
So after my last shoot i drove back from S.F. to S.D. in about 7 hours. now i called our house guest's and told them i was on my way back from S.D. and to please have the house picked up a lil bit... i walked in the door after a 7 hour and guess what...? i have 4 people CRASHED the hell out on the couch, t.v. on and blaring, and the house a FRIGGING pig stye!!!
i tried to be calm, had to call my bf/ roommate and tell him about what i had found.
the next day all i wanted was them to clean, that never happened. everyone started to get loud, and next thing i know i have one of our house guest's threatening to call the cops on me in my own home for telling him to clean his fucking mess... after that i was done and wanted them ALL out..

now that is just issue #1, lol   we still have several other issues in this blog!!
#2 was that someone i thought was a friend, and someone i could trust... turns out to not only be a thief but prolly the most cold hearted thief i have met yet., SHE stole a good 1,000 bux in **STUFF** and upon looking closer i find out that she did this 4 separate times.. each time she did this she took a good amount of STUFF. and after she was confronted on it she still lies.. i may have been a lil more cool if she would have just come out with it after being caught.. but not now..

#3 one of our friends that we had planned on having move in with us dissappeared two days after moving in to this place, and we havent heard anything at ALL from him. fun huh..

#4 is the really fun one.  So this new place we moved into was at first gonna be cool, after we moved in about two weeks later we get a notice on the door stating the this property had been foreclosed on, and that the bank needs all occupants to leave in the next 90 days. luckily CA. has tenant right's laws.. and this falls under the 702 (a) stuff.. and since WE knew nothing of it, the bank has to honour our current lease agreement, but we dont have to pay rent to the property manager that moved us in. i mean we have a lawyer on our side and all but this is kinda scary... what i think is that these people knew this place was in forclosure and they are running a scam  ** it has been happening ALOT in So. Cal.**

and on top of it all me and D are stilling having a few issues... i jut hope i/we/ he can work them out..in time before it rips us apart..
*sigh*

but on a high note...
New Years Eve was off the hook.. from the 31st til the 4th i wasnt home spent the whole time between the dessert, l.a., temecula, S.D. and a land party in the back of Escodido...
also i'm making a few more friends in the porn industry, i'm still filming with kink, my pup brother is all eager to see me again, i got a friends friend to admit he's bi to his family and other friends, and i'm getting better at mixxing trance and techno..
i had an idea for some music and ran it past a DJ friend and he LOVED it.
so on one side things are a mess but on the other stuff's working out  bit

moving and the stresses of...

So it's that time again.. our lease on the house we are living in is up at the end of the month. I have been looking since before the beginning of this month only to find out that most of these rental places wont talk to you so far out.. * they want people to move in NOW!... and i find that rather retarded, are they not screening people very well? are they only concerned about how much money they can shove down their throats.? do they not really care about the type of people they are letting live there? * all of these are basically a yes..
so i had to stop looking for a few weeks and now i have to start looking again, meanwhile my other half thought it would be a good idea to go to FL. for two weeks just before this move and his car had the brakes go out.. so now i have no car, and no one to go look at places with me and I'm basically expected to find a place in time by myself.. yeah right!
meanwhile i keep having issues with our current housemates.. and dont know how to really rectify it either.

Now i'm being told that my other half wants to move to south FL. for this studio he is working with .. he being offered alot by a low no name studio, they are wanting to use his name to boost their site, they are not able to pay him alot, when they have him come out they dont have the shoots in any order or on any sort of schedule, he doesn't even know between today and saturday if they have any shoots planned, he's in the same house as the director and he cant seem to get any info out of him.. i'm just like WOW your serious you want to trust these people who obviously cant handle things in any sort of timely manner.. the site looks like crap, there's SOOOOO much i could go on about the site..** and these are MAJOR issues i see**  as far as i know there are not alot of studios GOOD CREDITABLE studios in FL. anymore they are mainly little fly by night stuff, and i dont think it's a good idea to move their for either of us.. i wouldn't be able to film as much because all the studios i apply too or already work for are predominately here in CA. not FL.  i have already did th FL. thing when i was a twink and it burned me.. and i dont want to see him make the same mistake that i made my alienating ourselves to FL. all for this second rate studio... now IF the things that have been promised to him happen in a relatively short time .. then MAYBE MAYBE we can think about it more.. but that's anywhere from 6 months- a year and 6 months away..   it's bad enough that right now he goes out for two weeks and has three shoots.. i'm like "are you fucking serious..? three shoots in two weeks WTF were you doing the whole sitting on your ass..?"   and in short YES he did...   and this will be happening like this every few weeks to every month..? WHY???? why are they SOOOO fucked when it comes to a shooting schedule, why is he such a pansy when it comes to talking with them about these things .. and why do i have to do so much thinking for the both of us.. ?

i just want things to ride smoothly for awhile.. i'm so aggravated that i see SOOO much that can be improved on but for shear lack of any initiative that it isnt done! and it sickens me

well enough out of me for now.. i need to do the mundane task of walking to a potential place and go through what i consider insanity.... doing the same thing over and over getting the same results but expecting new ones...  so YAY lets go spread stupidity more..  * twirls finger  whoo-hoo...

Derrick

my first tarrot reading

So right off the bat.. i'm a bit skeptical and purposely go into things like this with a closed mind.. this was no different.
what i did notice was a few odd things that happen'd
#1. the nutrition card came up like 4 times before during the shuffle and then during the reading..
#2. i was told that i am a first * meaning this is the first time my soul/ energy has been to earth.
 thats a good and bad thing i guess.. and kinda falls inline to a few things. mainly this issue that i feel like the universe is out to get me, karmailicly if it were.... meaning that since i havent been here long i dont have anything built up good or bad.. so when i do something i get the karma back almost instantly... it also explains why i am such a child at eart, and why i am so amazed at everything around me. it also makes me more sensitive to others energies..** all things he told me that i kept quiet on until the end.
#3. that my endeavores should go off with out a hitch, * promotions in work, money being a very easily come by thing. and that i in my circles tend to every 9 years remake myself and right now i'm on my 7th cycle so the next two years will do alot for me.
he was in my opion wrong about his initial take on me and dustin and that he may have back peddled abit but.. he did say right off the bat that HIS energy and any info on HIM *dustin was very difficult to see.. but me it was rather easy..

the main things i was concerned about he said that i need not worry about them keep my head down and keep doing what i have been and things will very shortly work themselves out again..

he picked up on my military background, and a few other tid bits just for me  :D

but yeah i thought i should write this down for later and for sharing to you all..
ok byes

my first tattoo and my first blogg

well how too start.. I think I'll start the way my tattoo artist *sierra colt* got into the second part of my tattoo today.  Let's just jump in both feet!

So Hi I'm not really Derrick Paul it's my stage name .. but I also have a pup name *we'll cover that in a moment* but the pup name is ZigZag, so I'll answer to any of them.  So as for the pup name, I am a rubber pup.. that means that I  #1 like bdsm mainly pup play and rubber/latex

today was massively intense as you will hear. I got my first tattoo finished, I did a dragon wing design across my shoulders and double half sleeves. As i am sitting here writing i am freezing and throbbing at the same time lol.. also a lil light headed.. * all signs of shock, mind you* lol

plus me and my BF of three years now have decided that we wan to get married. * i'm happy