I am dreadfully sorry everyone, there has been alot going on in my relationship life, both my pups/ bf's left me and there has been a crazy storm or texts, emails, phone calls, cops and alot of other stuff. I had to move in a rush and just letting the dust settle a lil bit before i start updating the site alot.
Good news though I recently had another HotHouse/ Club Inferno shoot the DVD will be called " Spread Eagle " and the first scenes for it have already started to come out at Hot House. Plus I had West Coast Rubber's Winter Warm-up a few weeks ago as well, had a blast. And now just focusing on the website project I have the honor to be working on with one of the best twink studios out there. I cant say anything else.. but know you all will love it when it's finished.
For now I have to run, but I'll be back and better then before.
Derrick Paul
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Sunday, February 27, 2011
How did you enter the adult/fetish business?
started in it when i was a twink back when i was 19.. i had on camera problems, i then joined the Marines... after the marines about 8 yrs later i decided to try my hand at it again, fast forward 2.5 more years and here we are..
Friday, January 28, 2011
Sunday, December 26, 2010
scary drive xmas edition.
Hey everyone, i'm sure you are aware the past two weeks in l.a./ Ca. have been WET. L.a. got 3/4's of its yearly rain in one week. all the So. Cal. ski resorts are fully open * typically doesnt happen til mid january, and whats more it's x-mas weekend. One of the pups and I had to go up to Nor-Cal to visit with family, while the other pup stayed home and visited with his mom.
Lemme start the next part by just giving a very simple warning to ANYONE who finds themselves driving in the rain, SLOW THE FUCK DOWN, YOU FUCKING IDIOTS. Now thats said lemme explain: The trip up north was ok, foggy as hell but still decently safe. The return trip on the other hand, was quite literally taking your life in your hands. Between Sacramento and Fresno we saw close to 15 flipped cars. None of them looked like another car was involved, talked to a cop while getting gas and for the most part all these accidents where from people speeding like madmen wish death wishes * some of them got there wish too* i am not kidding we had one guy flipped his car right next to us, serves him right. He came up on us at 90 i swear, started hitting his high beams, got impatient went to fly around us and lost traction and ended up upside down in a ditch. i'm heard of insta-karma before, but that takes the cake. i assume the driver was ok, many people stopped.
It was all i could do just sitting there coaching the pup through it, with out freaking out myself. insanity i tell you, out and out insanity on the roads. Combine that with the condition of the roads, the fact that 90% of the drivers out there can not drive properly * no i mean it, most the people who drive CAN'T even merge into the other lane with out causing an accident let alone drive in a down pour that challenges even my driving.
But all that aside we made it there and back again, and it's not a fricking hobit's tale this time. lol
So this was also the first holiday spent with the pups family * i now know we wont be doing it again for a lil bit*
it wasnt all that bad, but being someone who doesnt like religion, i may not call myself an atheist, but there is no way i attribute ANYTHING that happens in my life or otherwise to *imo* a fictional deity that lives in the sky. So why do people feel the need to wrap themselves in layer upon layer of this psychosis known as religion. And why does ANYONE for that matter feel the need to shove it down everyone eles's throats that dont have the same belief ? i'm not mad per say just more disgusted that people can not accept that what happens to them is not a god or a devil but their own good or bad decisions. i find it completely pathetic that otherwise intelligent people put such misdirected faith in something they them selves dont even seek out the truth in. They believe what they are told by other feeble minded fuck just as pathetic if not more then they are.
Oh and lets just quickly touch on the blocking kids from the world. I almost said something to the family freinds that were over * hard core bible thumpers too btw. They had to lil girls about 8 and 10 and a movie trailer came on for TRON: legacy, and the dad quickly told the girls to turn there heads and plug their ears.. luckily i was too busy solving puppies brain bender toys to really care at the moment, but when we were on the way home we talked about it. And here is what i have come too. You actually cause the child more harm by shielding them, pretending it doesnt exsist, or otherwise completely making them oblivious to the world. And i wonder why some of these kids and adults are for the lack of me caring of a nicer way to say this " fucking idiots " you can not expect your child to acomplish anything if you hide the truth from them. Teach them, explain things, show them the difference between right and wrong, dont expect they will just get it. Most people DONT get it and may never get it. A good example of sheltering and fucking your child's future.
I was recently talking with a freind about many things and the topic of LSD came up. Right away I was informed that this topic was mute becuase LSD didnt exsist anymore. No i am not kidding, he was told from an early age the drugs like LSD, shrooms, and other stuff no longer exsisted on the planet. I almost lost it, the things i have found out from him about what he was taught growing up infuriated me. How people can be so retarded and or naive is beyond me.
Derrick
Lemme start the next part by just giving a very simple warning to ANYONE who finds themselves driving in the rain, SLOW THE FUCK DOWN, YOU FUCKING IDIOTS. Now thats said lemme explain: The trip up north was ok, foggy as hell but still decently safe. The return trip on the other hand, was quite literally taking your life in your hands. Between Sacramento and Fresno we saw close to 15 flipped cars. None of them looked like another car was involved, talked to a cop while getting gas and for the most part all these accidents where from people speeding like madmen wish death wishes * some of them got there wish too* i am not kidding we had one guy flipped his car right next to us, serves him right. He came up on us at 90 i swear, started hitting his high beams, got impatient went to fly around us and lost traction and ended up upside down in a ditch. i'm heard of insta-karma before, but that takes the cake. i assume the driver was ok, many people stopped.
It was all i could do just sitting there coaching the pup through it, with out freaking out myself. insanity i tell you, out and out insanity on the roads. Combine that with the condition of the roads, the fact that 90% of the drivers out there can not drive properly * no i mean it, most the people who drive CAN'T even merge into the other lane with out causing an accident let alone drive in a down pour that challenges even my driving.
But all that aside we made it there and back again, and it's not a fricking hobit's tale this time. lol
So this was also the first holiday spent with the pups family * i now know we wont be doing it again for a lil bit*
it wasnt all that bad, but being someone who doesnt like religion, i may not call myself an atheist, but there is no way i attribute ANYTHING that happens in my life or otherwise to *imo* a fictional deity that lives in the sky. So why do people feel the need to wrap themselves in layer upon layer of this psychosis known as religion. And why does ANYONE for that matter feel the need to shove it down everyone eles's throats that dont have the same belief ? i'm not mad per say just more disgusted that people can not accept that what happens to them is not a god or a devil but their own good or bad decisions. i find it completely pathetic that otherwise intelligent people put such misdirected faith in something they them selves dont even seek out the truth in. They believe what they are told by other feeble minded fuck just as pathetic if not more then they are.
Oh and lets just quickly touch on the blocking kids from the world. I almost said something to the family freinds that were over * hard core bible thumpers too btw. They had to lil girls about 8 and 10 and a movie trailer came on for TRON: legacy, and the dad quickly told the girls to turn there heads and plug their ears.. luckily i was too busy solving puppies brain bender toys to really care at the moment, but when we were on the way home we talked about it. And here is what i have come too. You actually cause the child more harm by shielding them, pretending it doesnt exsist, or otherwise completely making them oblivious to the world. And i wonder why some of these kids and adults are for the lack of me caring of a nicer way to say this " fucking idiots " you can not expect your child to acomplish anything if you hide the truth from them. Teach them, explain things, show them the difference between right and wrong, dont expect they will just get it. Most people DONT get it and may never get it. A good example of sheltering and fucking your child's future.
I was recently talking with a freind about many things and the topic of LSD came up. Right away I was informed that this topic was mute becuase LSD didnt exsist anymore. No i am not kidding, he was told from an early age the drugs like LSD, shrooms, and other stuff no longer exsisted on the planet. I almost lost it, the things i have found out from him about what he was taught growing up infuriated me. How people can be so retarded and or naive is beyond me.
Derrick
Friday, December 17, 2010
much adu' about nothing...
Hey everyone sorry for the LONG ass delay.. there was a lot too happen lately and well I forgot.. lol sue me!
well do you wanna know whats been going on, or not.?
ok, then here you go:
So Recently I acquired a new boy/ pup his name is Skyelr Bleu and he has come to live with me and my other pup Sean Micheal. But, I know what some of you may think wait how can three people live in such a small studio? Answer: THEY CAN'T!
After careful searching we thought we had a place all lined up, just to have it fall through literally at the last minute. Luckily my new pup is very very good at keeping plan B's, C's, and even D's lol.. he had several properties on list ready for move-in at less of a cost. He's such a good boy!
The pups also learned how to replace a full rear end on Sean's Honda Prelude, unfortunately because of the amount of grease and lack of photographer we didn't get any photos. But it was an ordeal!
Well other then that there's not much left to discuss I am working on projects, meeting with people and having a good time. Hopefully we can make a bit of money along the way. lol
oh here's the view from my door…
*rub's Skyelr's head
'til next time,
Derrick Paul
well do you wanna know whats been going on, or not.?
ok, then here you go:
So Recently I acquired a new boy/ pup his name is Skyelr Bleu and he has come to live with me and my other pup Sean Micheal. But, I know what some of you may think wait how can three people live in such a small studio? Answer: THEY CAN'T!
After careful searching we thought we had a place all lined up, just to have it fall through literally at the last minute. Luckily my new pup is very very good at keeping plan B's, C's, and even D's lol.. he had several properties on list ready for move-in at less of a cost. He's such a good boy!
The pups also learned how to replace a full rear end on Sean's Honda Prelude, unfortunately because of the amount of grease and lack of photographer we didn't get any photos. But it was an ordeal!
Well other then that there's not much left to discuss I am working on projects, meeting with people and having a good time. Hopefully we can make a bit of money along the way. lol
oh here's the view from my door…
*rub's Skyelr's head
'til next time,
Derrick Paul
Thursday, October 28, 2010
"been away for too long, too long, too longgg!..."
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Thursday, September 16, 2010
hollywood's smoke and mirrors...
O.K.
So this is getting too me. I find it competely insane that it's ass back wards on getting into porn vs. mainstream work.. you would ASSUME that you have to sleep with some shady/ sleezy director to get into porn.. and you would again ASSUME the to get into mainstream you get an agent/ manager, go to auditions, and climb the ranks. Well from what I have been seeing lately its completly the oppisite. I been now filming in porn now for about 2 1/2 yrs, it's been bumpy at times and hell still is lol, but i dont have to suck some fucks cock to get the gig * they've seen me do that, and more.
Mean while here I am trying to do a lil crossover over work, and what do I run into?
WOW ........some sleezball
*obviously drugged to the gills, if the phone call 5 minutes ago is any clue, its 3:30 am at the moment...
Yes thats right, i just got a call from some agent/ manager that I WAS talking too about modeling and acting, calling to get me to come over to his place and fool around, and didnt think that the time was an issue.. REALLY? are you that cocked up you didnt realized the time..?
Maybe it's just me, maybe I'm the one who is crazy here, and just maybe just maybe I am bitching about a system that has been in place for a long time and isnt gonna change anytime soon......
But GOD FUCKING DAMN IT, why do I have to deal with meth heads?????
Why can't I just find someone in mainstream that isnt a fucking douche' bag, I'm not trying to fool myself into think I'm gonna be some big actor or anything like that. I just want to work on some smaller works until I get better at acting and modeling. It's not like I'm some prude either, I just wont do coke or meth. Leave me to the psycho-active's, and the weed. Thats all i need.
But really people lets try and keep off the nasty stuff and if you MUST do it...... dont call me!! espeacially at 3:30 in the fucking morning you fucking coke head!!!
oh yeah heres yur clue..
Elton Til**r
call me a cunt idc, but this shit needs to stop
So this is getting too me. I find it competely insane that it's ass back wards on getting into porn vs. mainstream work.. you would ASSUME that you have to sleep with some shady/ sleezy director to get into porn.. and you would again ASSUME the to get into mainstream you get an agent/ manager, go to auditions, and climb the ranks. Well from what I have been seeing lately its completly the oppisite. I been now filming in porn now for about 2 1/2 yrs, it's been bumpy at times and hell still is lol, but i dont have to suck some fucks cock to get the gig * they've seen me do that, and more.
Mean while here I am trying to do a lil crossover over work, and what do I run into?
WOW ........some sleezball
*obviously drugged to the gills, if the phone call 5 minutes ago is any clue, its 3:30 am at the moment...
Yes thats right, i just got a call from some agent/ manager that I WAS talking too about modeling and acting, calling to get me to come over to his place and fool around, and didnt think that the time was an issue.. REALLY? are you that cocked up you didnt realized the time..?
Maybe it's just me, maybe I'm the one who is crazy here, and just maybe just maybe I am bitching about a system that has been in place for a long time and isnt gonna change anytime soon......
But GOD FUCKING DAMN IT, why do I have to deal with meth heads?????
Why can't I just find someone in mainstream that isnt a fucking douche' bag, I'm not trying to fool myself into think I'm gonna be some big actor or anything like that. I just want to work on some smaller works until I get better at acting and modeling. It's not like I'm some prude either, I just wont do coke or meth. Leave me to the psycho-active's, and the weed. Thats all i need.
But really people lets try and keep off the nasty stuff and if you MUST do it...... dont call me!! espeacially at 3:30 in the fucking morning you fucking coke head!!!
oh yeah heres yur clue..
Elton Til**r
call me a cunt idc, but this shit needs to stop
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